Picture Albums...
Now and maybe for a long time, more of this blog will be photos. I really wish it did not need to be this way but it seems to be the only way I can go. Promise me, none of you will have your magnifying glasses up to the pics to "search" for clues. There aren't any.
This whole blog started as a means for me to process Laurie's death, the suicide of my beloved 20 year old daughter. I think it served that for a long time. Now, I don't really know what it has become except maybe a point of irritation to some; a place to point out that they weren't mentioned to others; a place where some have faithfully offered prayers and encouragement; a place where we've shared a few laughs. A place where I made new friends...Shelly, Debbie, Marla, The Red Jeep buddies, Samantha, Camille, Jackie...others just quietly in the background. All in all, quite a phenomenom, don't you think?
So, I am not done, as in stick a fork in me, "I'm done". I'm just a little tender right now. As in, "Ouch, I hurt all over" like a really bad sunburn. So to those nutty 100+ of you per day who still click to this spot, I love you and thank you...I'm not done. Actually, I'm medium rare.
posted by Barb K @ 11:47 PM
20 Comments:
sestainI am sorry for your lost and i understand that writing will help with not all but most of the hurt and pain. Writing and talking to others may help to ease the ruff nights and lonely days. Hold on to the faith and keep fighting the fight.May God be and keep you.
This blog is whatever you want it to be, Barb...it's from your heart!
BTW, don't think I've ever mentioned this: I drive a 2000 Black Jeep Cherokee. We bought it, new, when my oldest was born. ;-)
~Camille
Barb, I want to thank you because this blog was so heartfelt and real. When my faith would not be as full as it should I would read your blog and come away blessed. I understand the need to change but wanted you to know how much I appreciated it, and your honesty. Take care and your family will always be in my prayers.
Your words inspire. Thanks for staying on no matter what the format.
Love you pictures!
Pictures, words, blog, no blog...you and your family will remain in my prayers.
Kim
I will thoroughly enjoy seeing pictures, but do hope that you will continue to keep us informed and updated as well.
I agree with Kim. whether it's words or pictures, you will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
I still see a Cardinal every day. Today one was sitting on the branch with a bright blue, lightly clouded sky in the background, sing, loudly & beautifully. I pointed it out to my friend and then we saw a tiny little finch singing back to it. I always think of Laurie when I see a Cardinal, but that finch...not sure what to make of it but I took it as a blessing. You are blessed Barb, and very much loved. Hang in there.
I just want to say thank you, Barb, for the inspiration that you've provided.
Jenna
Barb,
I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, and I want to thank you for your honesty and words of encouragement in your posts. Because of you, I am reminded each time I see not only a red jeep, but a black jeep or a small cardinal, that God is always present and His love is limitless and knows no bounds. I hope no matter what may be happening that you will feel His love surrounding you and the comfort that only He can offer. Thank you for being you and for touching my life.
Femmie
Thank you for sharing some of your innermost thoughts and feelings and helping us all process the loss of Laurie's death. It has been a hard 2 almost three years and I would like to think we are all on the mend but as you and I know there are still many areas of our lives that need work. We need to remember that God is with us always and gives us strength when we are weak. I miss you.
Love, Diane
Hey Barb, just wanted to stop in and leave a note of love and encouragement. I think of and pray for your family, and will love seeing the pictures you post. Those are some adorable grandkids you have-as is your entire family, we will be here for you no matter what you post! hugs!
Your words and thoughts inspire and give insight and pleasure to many. To stop expressing yourself on this blog would be a disservice to to you and others. Just my two cents. Pete
Listen here, Girlfriend...
Whatever you need to do to continue processing is what you need to do. This is your blog, your personal thoughts and journal. So if pictures are what you would rather share right now, that's what I want to see. When you're ready to start writing again, you will...we will all be waiting for your wonderful "pearls"
I love you and will talk with you soon!
Your friend,
Karen
Barb,
You've been an inspiration to me and many others over the past couple years. I've never commented before but feel the need since it seems you need to hear what an impact you've made. I truly hope you keep writing. I feel like I've been a part of your journey and feel honored.
Matt (a fellow Creeker and a guy that Greg hired 7 years ago!)
I agree with Pete's two cents!!
Thank you for sharing your journey, I think you are just a wonderful mother. A good friend, and great person. I love your pictures and I love to see your sons, daughters and grandkids grow. It takes a really REALLY strong person to 'put themselves out there' and help others. I will continue to come by and see your pictures. I wish you so well.
Kate
I am sadden by this news, but think I understand. Thank you (in advance) for sharing whatever you are comfortable sharing.
Hi Barb!
It has been a pleasure "getting to know you". I'm sad that it was over the death of our loved ones but that is one of the good things that came from tragedy. I think of you often whenever I see a black or red jeep. I also bought a red cardinal and it sits perched on the birdbath in my front yard. I continue to pray for you and your family. I know it is nearing the anniversary of Laurie's death and I pray for peace for you and your family. My sister-in-law will have been gone 3 years this Sunday. Some days the sadness is worse than others but you never forget. God bless you and thank you for sharing your thoughts and life with us.
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